There was this short film where John Constantine, a comic book character, wakes up in the House of Mystery. He doesn’t know how he got there. Each room reveals friends turned into demons, killing him repeatedly. When he escapes, the Spectre explains that Constantine was placed in a dream realm to find eternal happiness among his loved ones. Yet, his self-hatred and guilt turned his friends into demons. He could not forgive himself, even when others had. Similarly, we sometimes project our inner struggles—fears, guilt, and insecurities—onto the world around us. These “demons” hinder us from enjoying peace and joy, keeping us trapped in cycles of self-punishment and unhappiness.
The Bible reminds us in Hebrews 10:5-6 that God doesn’t desire sacrifices or religious performances. He desires you. Romans 8:1-2 says it beautifully: “There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” Yet, many Christians struggle to forgive themselves, holding onto guilt and believing they must earn God’s love through their works. This mindset is futile because, as sinners, we can never meet the standard of perfection. That’s why we need a Savior. Jesus frees us from the burden of self-condemnation and invites us to live in His grace. He wants you to release your guilt and accept His love.
God is not asking for perfection—He wants your heart, just as it is. You are not too flawed for His mercy or too broken for His love. If guilt, self-hatred, or feelings of unworthiness weigh you down, remember: God’s love is not based on what you can do but on who He is. Stop striving to earn what He has freely given. Come as you are, imperfections and all, and allow Him to replace your inner demons with His peace, joy, and love. God is not fighting you; He is waiting with open arms. Are you carrying guilt and resentment that you should have let go?
